Forever

My loneliness knows no bound

It doesn't run to a certain place

It only expands

As time stands still

And the world continues to swing

I can hear jazz music but I can't sing

My loneliness knows no limit

It only buys things on credit

Things people get for free

Like Love

I was duped and thought it costs a million dollars to make a Friend

A billion for a Lover

I was duped and I thought people had prices

That everything is a sacrifice

That in order for others to stay

You shall ask for a loan

And only then they will think of you as worth consuming

But although the bills fly out of my ears

I am always alone

Enveloped by a warm hug of indifference

And when someone sees me

They see the outer beauty

They ask for a drink

And I ask so what are you consuming?

They tell me, honey

Bees are simple beings

They make honey to survive

I get told by a certain age it will all be over

No honey, only stinging

I have to run out of perpetual loneliness

But I think my loneliness is apart of me

It knows no intolerance

It will find itself accepting all kinds of loneliness

Of nostalgia of the past that I've never lived

Of a hole that cannot be filled

It has no limit to where it can go

Loneliness is all I know