Screen

I only know people through a screen

As real people feel like they are part of a scene

And I am an unknown character unwritten and unseen

The only real people I love are not alive

Only their brains talk

Their spirit arise and then they dive

Into the abyss of real life

Because they know real people that were written and seen

I just end up with anxiety 

And I knock on other people's doors looking for intimacy

But only through a screen

I only know people through a screen

I am lonely

I always end up somehow floating in space 

And time stops and I spend it looking for someone

It's panic, it's hectic, it's sad, I cannot be alone

I need somebody to lean on

To talk about my thoughts

My jokes

Just a friend like normal people have

But maybe I'm just not normal