Gone In The Wind

Fear is nothing I haven't said in a thousand poems

I cannot be taught about this fog that can destroy us

And turn into a tornado of self-chaos

But I went to school today

And my teacher told me what fear is

To not let it get to your head, it's not real

It's just something that sounds good to your ear 

But when you experience it, it's another deal

Ever since my house has been knocked down by this tornado

My hopes and dreams fell down like a domino

I felt my body floating down a river but it felt like a 

Bed; A warm bed and people threw flowers on my body

Like a lost soul, it's too late, no more seed

You gotta rebuild a new house with your own hands

Look for the right materials 

And deal with the right animals

But it's nothing you can't do

Apparently fear gets you cause you have no clue

How to react or understand that you can chew

It out; and spit it out, you can do that can't you?

Mister Teacher, always has a missing piece 

In his IKEA furniture, needs instructions 

But teaches us that fear is just a system

Of thoughts and patterns that you can control

When there is something called brain disorders

It's funny to see our education system

Show us videos about how the education system is fucked up

And how everything is rigged but believing that their class makes a difference

I don't know if people realize their own bullshit

Or the crap of the world that splatters in their own faces

But it's funny, I'm no better than them

But at least I can see the s**t that's on my face 

You are probably reading this thinking 

What the hell did I waste my time in?

But if you feel like it's the truth then you're alright in

My eyes; I think you might be the one

Who lift up your house when it was gone

In the wind