I was there

I never thought I'd see the light of day

But here I am, it's just another day

The wound in my mind is fading away

I thought all I'd see was Doomsday

I never thought there was another side

I was fooled by the devil and cried

If I had to do it all over again I'd be mortified

If anyone had to do it once, they'd commit homicide

They'd fight for a solution to quiet down the devil

Ask God to do it for them, even if they know it won't be successful

It's comforting to talk to a heaven

It's a lonely dark road into depression

Help; so hard to ask for, yet so easy to do

We'd rather ask help to the invisible heaven than deal with the truth

Which is; help is in you

You are the only person you can talk to

Me; I was in the other side the whole time

I failed to look at the climb

Eventually; I saw the reflection of my other self

It was ripped away against my will

It told me; I was there

I was there when the devil swallowed you

Sometimes it caused me to tremble

Then one day you disappeared out of thin air

I tried to reach out to you

But it used water torture on you

And your instinctive fear of drowning kicked in

You felt like you couldn't win

I was there when your hands were tied

And it stabbed your inside

I was there when you were afraid to die

But nothing made more sense than saying your goodbyes

I was happy when you reached out to me

You wrote me poetry

I tried to find the keys to get you out of here

But you didn't get the idea

I was down on my knees

There was never a time that I thought you could never make it

It's been a long time coming

And your strength is hugging me

There's never a day that I don't fight for clarity

I am your therapy

I was there for your maturity

I hope you know what I mean

I finally found the keys

Please come home to me

It's warmer here

There is wisdom and strength here

No more insecurity, no more fear

Just you and me, like it should always be

I can see you back on your feet

I opened the door wide open for you

You'll be received like an athlete

I promise you'll be respected, just as a soldier coming back from war