No QuestionsA Poem by Lanaia Leeto give freely of your self
You asked to be with you the rest of my life, but there are some things I need to know
I know what and whom you are, but I have to question myself am I ready to live your way
I have to conform to your way of life, because to my way of life, well on this path you cannot go
My whole life will change, but my love is so deep for you, from your side I wish to never sway.
There will never again be the light of the day, only darkness, which will totally engulf me
To where I must go, I must die, being reborn to your life, your way
To be a part of what you are, this is the way it has to be
But in my heart, I already have my answer, I know what I must do, because forever by your side, I always want to stay.
So on this night I say good bye to mortality, and I gladly except with open arms the immortality
I am ready to leave the land of the living and join you on your side the undead
The only thing I know is I love you, please believe me of this, please tell me you understand my plea
I know what I have to do to stay alive, from another's life force, I must be fed.
Maybe, I am wrong, and my soul is doomed to eternal damnation, if I burn forever, at least I will forever be by your side
But I no longer wish to be mortal and without you, I am blinded to everything but my love for you
There is no meaning for me here, if remaining in a mortal form, means I can't be your bride
There are no ways around to what I must do, I know in this my choices are few.
So, on this night I step over the threshold into your world
No hesitations, no remorse, I refuse to let anything stand in our way
I freely leave my life, to a new life, a new way, we will be together as this new life unfurls
Together, side by side forever, embarking on a new adventure, each and every night, learning new things while on the way.
Step toward me, my love, as I wholly give myself to you, mind, body, and soul
In your arms, I feel the last bite, I know that will end my mortal life
I step over to the world of the undead, to be in your arms forever, this is my only goal
I feel the change as it occurs, when it is over, then forever I will be your wife.
© 2008 Lanaia Lee |
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Added on April 3, 2008 AuthorLanaia Leeburlington, NCAboutLanaia Lee is a 46-year-old stroke survivor that suffered a stroke at 35 due to high blood pressure. Her disease is called erratic hypertension. Ever since the stroke Lanaia has been in a wheelchair b.. more..Writing
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