Murder of Lies

just like the title

I have always been, well let's say, I lack what is known as sex appeal
All my life slurs and ridicule, the cruelty, has always found it's way to me
Stirring my self confidence, to the place, where I had none, these feelings I have are very real
Surely there is more to life, than my ridiculed blind eyes, actually see.

I have never been able to hold my head high as others have always made fun of me
In school, where kids can be so cruel, they just didn't realize, how their cruel words would leave such an impact on me
At times, I felt one inch tall, the belittling all the ridicule, as I hung my head, all I wanted to do was flee
I know there is more to life, I need to find that door, unlock that door with a key, I am still searching for, but it just seems to by pass me.

Then one faithful day, all that changed, when some one like you came into my life
You so suave, handsome, and refined someone like you pay any attention to me?
But after so long of being shunned, you came and melted away all my fears and strife
I think I have found the door to freedom, and you hold the only key.

I feel like, well, something I have never felt before, could it be I'm feeling within myself pride?
Never in my life have I felt such ecstasy, you give me the confidence that I never had
You just swept me totally off my feet, one day I agree to become your bride
My heart now sings happy songs, instead of those songs that are so sad.

Before you, the only happiness I had, was that only money could buy
Yes, my father made sure I had money to burn
Whoever said money can't but true love, knew what they were talking about, all my money provided was a way to cover up my pain, a way to conceal a lie
This would be a painful lesson, over and over again I would learn.

Soon we were wed, then we were Europe bound, the honeymoon of a life time, something I thought that would always pass my by
After a couple months of marriage, your attitude toward me started to change, I was terrified to question why
Soon it became apparent to me, the love of my life was just another lie
That very night, together we shared a drink, something is wrong, I feel strange, all I can do is watch you from the floor, taking my last breath, then I die.