Cocaine, dollar bills, and my little happy pills

lidu

Wednesday eight am

swallow two capsules so i don't freak out

skip practice because the little blue pills

took away my energy and motivation

ask for a bathroom pass at school

spread angel dust on the counter

cuz i'm sick of feeling empty inside

and three different little pills

to make me feel better about the pain

and maybe make me more tolerable

to be around

and a bit more happy for a while