Cease And Desist

It is otherwordly

The way I am not allowed to exist

I have to cover up my cease and desist

-letter I wrote last week

I told the world I do not want to meet their demands

That my heart is made of marshmallows but sometimes

A scarecrow comes out of it and it terrifies the whole village

And i'm responsible for this offence

I cannot exist as a black death

I have to cover up my hands

Because sometimes I happen to hold a knife

And it's not a butter knife to smear it all on a f*****g toast

In the morning I ghost

I do not make breakfast 

I do not milk the cow for the butter

I let the children suffer

And the scarecrow comes out of the woodwork and it terrifies villagers

I had to hide my cease and desist letter

I wrote it last week during supper

I've had enough of the bullshit demands

That this world thinks I have to follow

Because I am what I am

And what I am will never be enough

I have to be the angel of the Earth

I have to be the mother

The milk t***y cow

The Emperess

The loud but quiet mouth that I will never ever feed

But the other lips that speak of what I can and cannot do

I feed them with all my juice

I've had it

I've had enough

I am no longer yours

World.