What Now

Over. Done. Ended.
The way I feel and the way I am.
She was my everything. She's gone.
She loved me, took me by the hand,
but left me at the heart. So long.
How many day's will I sit here,
knowing I love you my dear.
Irresistible. Trying to forget.
Just how far we didn't get.
How far we did get. I'm not sure.
The last time I fall for your beautiful lure.
To the extent of love. Impression.
No other. Left in depression.
My dignity, my pride.
Left behind because it couldn't hide.
Didn't know how to escape, with more a than meaning.
Love. I'm not believing.
You loved me? You cared about me?
Now it's this broken heart you can't see.
Wakeup to reality babe. Wakeup to truth.
I'm hurt. See my pain.
Feel it, for you are to blame.
Just once. Notice me. Notice me.
You can't leave me behind.
You just don't see,
because you choose to be blind.
What now? You leave me in emptiness.
All I wanted was one last kiss.
A reason. An excuse, why you ended it.
Tell me. I've already been hit.
Why not take another shot?
I'm in the view, what have you got?
The heart to tell me? No.
The heart to hurt me? Yes.