The Immortal Life of FollyA Poem by La MalaguaHappa.My dad had eyes like a Japanese character played by a Chinese actor (it’s OK; it’s confusing; look at Mifune) until he grew a beard in the 60s. Something happened"he got fat, and my mom did too, they both started drinking"and he repaired lotto machines for a while because my mother, married to this guy or not, held me in her womb like the peaks of Mt. Fuji cradle the sun in the swollen morning sky, bloodied in light. He’s a good guy, I really think, but he says that when he retires, he wants to leave New Jersey and live on an island without any black people. I quietly remind him that his white trash brother had pawned off the katana promised to me in my grandfather’s will to pay for his exotic dancer wife and her child support and her fake-a*s tits. If angels live among us, and they don’t, then they’re not a very reliable casting panel because the gene pool doesn’t appear to know s**t about the fragile eloquence of shame; I don’t quite fit the bill, but goddamn, I am close enough to every hot young thing with a shotgun.
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StatsAuthorLa MalaguaPaterson, NJAboutI'm a twenty-something mixed race writer of wacky, socially responsible, and sentimental speculative fiction, contemporary fiction, and poetry from the slummy slums of NJ. more..Writing
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