Remember...I will always love you

A Story by Len

I was about crying when I wrote this...I am talking about my crush from my old school

Every day in that school, I always think of you. You are my only love. If only...I could see you smile one more time...then I would be Happy. I always try to get every opportunity I have with you. I love everything about you. Your'e face, your'e smile, your'e personality, everything. Every time you were not there, I always wonder where you are. In this new neighborhood everything is perfect. It's very peaceful. I always think about you, every day. On Valentines day, I wanted to say I love you...I was too quiet. You had a girlfriend, so I did not think that you liked me. All those times...were not lies, nor hallucinations. They were real. I remember when the person I loved before rejected me...I'm glad he moved away. I don't like him anymore, and plus...he is too popular...too many girlfriends. You on the other hand...don't have a lot in your'e life. Your'e Perfect for me. Your'e long, wavy blond hair...I wanna feel It. In my old school...I remember when you were staring right at me...your'e brown eyes staring at my white pale face. When school started...in the 7th grade...your'e hair grew over the summer. From to your'e cheekbones to your shoulders. So beautiful. I remember when the class was writing...you were writing...but...I saw your'e undies...they were blue. I remember you always put your'e stuff next to mine...you don't do that anymore. One time though your hand brushed you against mine...It was warm. One day on the fire drill, when I came out of the girls locker room I looked at you...your'e cheeks were red. Those times you gave me high fives...It was fun...I remember when you accepted my friend request on Facebook, I realized that you had a girlfriend for 5 months already, I turned off my computer and went to my room. I did not cry or anything but I just...thought that all those times that you looked at me at the hallways, and in classrooms was a lie. But will soon find you months later that was going to change. On the last day...I cried...because I didn't wanna leave you. I did not wanna leave...the last day...was the final hello from you. A few minutes later...you left with a person to some apartments. I cried...and looked around hiding in my jacket. I keep telling myself "It's going to be O.K...It's going to be O.K" over and over. I wanted to stop. I just can't. I stopped after some kids try to cheer my up. When my Moms friend picked me up and brought me to the house, I was O.K now. I never cried for 6 year's and now I broke the record. before I left to go to the new area, I went on Facebook and told him I loved him. I used the word like because I thought that "love" was too strong to a word to say when your'e saying "I love you" to someone. I waited the next day...I played my violin of songs that my old school was supposed to play for something called "UIL". I played this song that was his favorite "UIL" song. After that...I started crying. It brought back too many memories. I then told myself to "Forget him and move on". Of coarse that never happened. A few hours later, I checked Facebook. I saw his reply...I was so scared to see it but the first words I saw was "I miss you too". I still did not know his feelings to me. I clicked the message...I was so shocked...he said "I did not know what to say. Not no as in rejecting but I just don't know what to say". The next message...was..."Ur really pretty and I would like to go out with you if you weren't moving. I miss you Too". That message was...was..was the most shocking thing I have ever seen. That was the first time that the person I love and cherished loved me back. I was shocked yet...happy. I not could not forget about him. He is the special one in my heart. All those times he looked at me...was not fake...all those times that he..he...put his stuff next to mine...they were all real. After that I realized that his girlfriend and him were always talking to each other. Now I think that he went out with her because that was his friend. He loves her in a friend way. But for me...It's a different kind of love...the love in which likes everything about me...same here...We are so close yet so far. All I want to say right now is,

I love you...Brandon Cooper

you are my first and only person who likes me

I love you..a lot

I will miss you...a lot

I will never forget you

you love me too...I'm happy

bye bye

I'm sure...we would meet again one day...