Silence.A Poem by Laine JohnsonThis is from a very dark point in my life. I am completely recovered from these feelings, but I feel the words written then best explain where I was at that point in my life. They're powerful.
no pain, no gain.
i have to. just one more time. i'll never do it again, i promise myself. just once more. how i it that this doesn't satisfy me? this is the lowest of all lows. hurting the loves of my life isn't enough. HURTING MYSELF ISN'T ENOUGH. i'm not a psychopath, honest. i am normal, i just hate myself most days. hey, i am awake. most of the time that is pain enough. sometimes i wonder, would it be enought just to slip away into the silence? no need to cream, we're all deaf enough. i am completely sane. i just hate myself more than i used to.
© 2010 Laine JohnsonAuthor's Note
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2 Reviews Added on December 31, 2010 Last Updated on December 31, 2010 AuthorLaine JohnsonMOAbouthi, i'm Laine. 16. writing. photography. guitar. lyrics. poetry. more..Writing
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