schiz

it doesn't even feel real when he's away
and I wish I had words to make him stay
I'm tired I'm tired I'm fading I say
that there's no way to keep him and still feel okay
yet there's something inside him that that keeps them away
those fun little demons that come out to play 
when I'm completely alone at the end of the day
so I'm trying and trying to just find a way
to keep him and keep all these spirits at bay