Satisfied by pain

This feeling i have now, is true pain.

I look at my arm, and see the old cuts.

My head, feeling like im fighting against myself.

Should i?

Or... maybe not, because.. by doing so, i will feel the pain, which hurts so good... I can't describe it, though i dont have to.

It isnt real pain. It's nothing near pain..

But, is it worth it?

To sattisfy myself, i have to hurt someone else, several people...

Do i want that? Is the 'pain' better, stronger, than my friends?

Author's Note

yeah... please let me know what you think..

Reviews

[Another Human]

I like how it's straight to the point, theres no unnecessary words in it.

I'm not quite sure but it seems the feeling in this poem is of masochism, rather than drowning any inner pain through cutting, was that your intention?