life meant nothing at the time

i wrote this the same day i wrote my poem " world" i was feeling isolated, i had tried soo hard and i was just venting my thoughts. i was at a profound depression point, and i didnt know what to do. I am happy i am no longer the person i used to be... so

" Life meant nothing at the time"

Life is hard to live.
What else do i have to give.
Iv'e given my heart, body, and soul.
That hasn't mattered at all.
I want to end it here and forever.
Tonight will be my sweet surrender.
They say life is so pure.
I guess im the sick one with out a cure.
I have no hope inside.
to me my life is going to colide.
I wonder if heaven accepts rejects?
In my life i have nothing left.
Sadness and sorrow surround my mind.
People tell me ill be fine,
but in reality they dont know me.
The dark hated kid ive turned out to be.
I hope i find away to keep surviving.
Cause right now i wouldnt mind crumbling over and dying :(

Reviews

[Deaths Cold Kiss]

i know i have said this before but here it goes again ......... you have a very beautiful talent... i love it

[Jinx's Heart]

I feel bad that you feel you have to explain your feelings for the poems you write. You have such an amazing talent that captures the genuine, core feeling that is being felt at the moment. We all have those dark, lonely, down times. It's human. I am amazed by your genuine talent. Very good poem! :)