Now i can feel your pain

this story like all my stories is about Alisa_the_fluff_ball that wonderful girl i let go................

i finally get it ...... everything i feel right now everything u do to me ive done to u i feel ur pain every ounce i put u through every scar i gave u .... and im so sorry because this is hell i dont want anyone to have to feel this way ... especially you... you dont deserve it you never did ...... and now as i sit here falling apart i think about how you fell apart ... maybe i deserve this ...... maybe its the payment i have to give ... for hurting an angel ........