When you had the 6th child, a beautiful baby boy with blue, blue eyes and blond hair and gave him to me to raise. I was the 3rd child out of seven. Well it was my pleasure to have such an influence in my precious brothers life. I knew nothing about it so I went to the library and got a book and got the information that I needed. Since I was just 15 and with no guidance, I was doing a bang up job.
Then you got pregnant again and this time it was a little boy again, but he had the darkest brown eyes and dark brown hair. He really looked like a gorilla. But what you did next was mean. You threw away the 2 year old blond boy (Mike) and made me start with the new baby (Rick). Mike didn't know what happened, he was so heartbroken and he cried and cried for attention and I gave him as much as you would let me, which was not adequate. You loved Rick because he had dark features like dad. It was not fair at all. Even me being blond and green eyes, so I wasn't doted on either. I knew the pain.
You took those two beautiful babies to an orphanage and put them on the steps and drove away. I asked you why and how you could do that and you said that you hated kids, how dare you. They are NOT like toys that get broken and you can throw them away! They have abandonment issues to this day. It just wasn't fair and if I could have I would have adopted them myself. I love you my brothers and will forever.