Falling down

I'm falling

I'm sliding off the side of the earth now

I'm afraid I won't be caught somehow

I'm dying a slow death

Not living with all the rest

My heart is so broken and can't be repaired

It's up in flames in the air

My daughter has passed on

That's where I want to be gone

I'm suffering too bad I say

In an excruciating way

It's too much for me to fair

Too much for me to dare

My life does belong to me

It's mine and it's punished you see

It's in the most abundant pain

It can't even come out of the rain

There's a hair trigger happy soul

Lying in wait to get me cold

Wrap up the day

And put me away

With my daughter I'll stay

That will be the way

To go

With my soul

Best news all day'

Better get started I say

Wash all my feelings away

Not to make it another day

Reviews

[Healing Star]

Johnny Two-Hawks - a native american flute player, told me in a talk that
we need to go to our darkness to find our greatest medicine that we will share with the world.

Your going here and working toward overcoming this incredible darkness you have come through, you will find medicine your powerful medicine, that you will share with others to help them to overcome similar struggles in this life. My mother lost a son when he was 51 and I know what that did to her, I can't even imagine how much greater the sorrow when they are yonger, Know you are not alone and as you get to a point where you can share and help others or maybe you do, just writing this helps others when they find this. blesssings gentle soul, you have my deepest sympathy and compassion and may you be blessed with compassion for yourself, may you know you are so worthy to be loved, to be loved by you, to have compassion for you own self. Blessings to your Heart, to your soul, to your Mind and may your Spirit guide you home safely and peaceful rest in the Night. I hear her giggling as you read these words, and she gently lifts her hand to catch your tear as it drops from your Eye. And she winks at you, and she says I love you Mommy.

[kyam]

You are so in touch with her, it's incredible, I know she wants me to heal and be whole again, but she took half of me with her or more. I lived for her, through her, with her, there is no me, and I have to find myself and I have to do it soon.....it's a frightening process. It terrifies me at times and sometimes it is expected. I drove my vehicle 105 miles an hour in hopes of running off the side of the road the other night. Shhhh...it's our secret...I'm still here though, so it's still just a dream. I must get a grip or the grip will get me......I thank you for your concern and care and compassion...it is NOT wasted, I AM LISTENING!!! Bits and Pieces, Bits and Pieces!! One day at a time, One step at a time! How relevent to me that your are here, thank you for being here......Kyam

[Healing Star]

I'll always be here, and there are thousands that are here with you, keep listening they speak to you all the time, and she speaks to you all the time too. She is still right here, right by your side. i pray for a quiet peaceful night for you, rest in her peace tonight.

[Healing Star]

I see you becoming stronger, I see you slowly finding your way, and at some distant time, you will look back on this time fondly, as you will see finally that there was a purpose there was a lesson, and it will be what makes you an angel of Light.

[BlaqkShadow]

Melancholic but stunning work once again darling, hope you are ok and are finding some solace through writing. The words you used are perfect for the poem and what you're trying to put across, excellent x

[kyam]

Thanks ever so much from my heart and hers as well. You are stunning!.......Kyam