disregard

he was never who I thought he would be

I thought it was love or lust at first sight

I didn't mind because I wasn't playing for keeps anyway

he was very aggressive though

wouldn't leave me alone without a fight

I got so tired of him pushing me around

not taking no for an answer

that I was worn down and gave in

even though I wouldn't stay down

he won and I lost and the next thing I knew                                                                                                                 we were at the courthouse getting married

of course it was his idea, he was so in love

I wanted to get away from him, it was all askew

I learned to hate him and wanted out so bad

he was so mean and was physical

I was so tired of it, he drove me insane

I wanted so much more and I was so sad

It was a dangerous unhealthy game

it was him I wanted to maim 

I hated him to the bone

there was no place like home?