I'm wearing your ashes now

It's been less than a year and I have you around my neck forever. I wrote you this letter from my heart.....

     Kymber, My Darling Angel,

You know honey, it still breaks my heart that I can't talk to you and see the vibrancy that you always exuded.  I think about you everyday, sometimes better, happier thoughts, but most of the time missing you.  You were the most beautiful girl in the world, my love, inside and out.

     You know I can barely stand the thought of you not being here, much less the fact of it.  It drives me absolutely crazy and I just cry and cry uncontrollably.  I know it's been over nine months now and it still feels like yesterday.  You were my life, Sugar Plum, the best thing I've ever done, the smartest girl, manners, cared about other people when appropriate.  You were everything that I wished I could be and I was ecstatic for you, because I love you so much and would give my life for you, My Baby Girl. 

     I'm glad that you have graced me with your presence occasionally.  It really does help.  You will always be my heart Kymber forever and ever until I'm called home or to the light.  

     I recently bought cremation necklaces for your dad and for Brittany, Christina, Chastity, Cortney, Amanda, Mary, Darlene, and I got some extras too, of course myself.  It makes me feel anchored more, like I have part of you walking around.  I love it! 

     You know Kymber, I miss you and love you profusely and I know you want me happy, so that's the goal.  You are my rock, Baby.  I LOVE YOU TO THE MOON AND BACK....Momma