Internal Strugle

I cant even lie, i want her back

But my pried is to strong to accept her jusl like that

On the other hand Love is so strong...

I just cant let her go like that

Yeah, I fucked up ...a lot

But s**t why stayed

Day after day you cried

Damn i could have did the same..

but my heart i denied

I tried to make you happy

Well s**t i did the best i could

My heart was like Fort Knox

Until you blew the mutha f***a UP

Now its all open and s**t

S**t, im realizin just how good love is

Im even wishin you good luck

But you know what

No matter what my head says

I still want her back

Damn pride to strong to take her back

Man love so strong

Hold up....Wait

Let me get back

I used to dream of love and ceremonies.

I mean before i got with her

But after that night

Yeah she remembers that night.

When a n***a that was a stranger 2 days ago

Showed her da true defintion of romance on concrete

a empty steet

without a pillow

Yeah after that sleep became cacophony

Now im sittin here listenin to slow song.(JE mostly)

Writing poems and s**t

and like the flick of a switch my dreams have become melancholy

My n***a says to try and get her back

But how can i with Pride on my chest,

And Love on my back

Author's Note

excuse the lang. its partialy me and da rest is pain from this break up im going through.

Reviews

[Jinx's Heart]

First poem I've read with the instant message type short hand. The feelings in this poem are very profound and well written. It is always true that love can hurt and brings out the most vulnerable part of us out into the open. Hang in there. You'll make it. :) You might want to go back on a few very minor spelling errors--otherwise good poem. :)

[Reeses]

Great write. It's awfully sad though. True feelings bring more appreciation.