The Last Phone Call(Realizaton of idotic mistakes)

my girl hit me up, well my ex hit me up told me she hated me for what i did. I'm stuck between fear of future relationships and pain of the pass. Had to vent so i just decided to write sumtin.

 

How do you move on when you stuck in da past

How do you move on when the person who messed up is yo azz

How can you be mad

When she should have dumped yo azz

Now your alone and your da one to blame

Sure she’s moved on

But da place where you stuck in aint no dry land

Wats a man to do

See you don’t  cry

You don’t whine

You don’t think

You just drift off to a place

Where emotions cant follow

and all you can envision is the theme of Sleep Hollow

Stuck in a time warp of memories

Thinkin its true wats done in da dark shall come to the light

Yeah I fucked up

But this aint da end for us both

Just the darkest part of my night

Pain is only temporary but the lesson is everlasting

Was it her fault you craved for more

I was just 18 and got bit by d sex bug

Hell she knew you couldn’t love

Well at least you didn’t know what it was

S**t I took one of the best things dat happened to me unlikely

Now im paying for it

But life goes on

So when my clothes finish

And the Pidepipper gets through preachin to me

Abt how I messed up a blessin

I’ll head to my room

And try to continue on with out stressin

Author's Note

Its just thoughts dat happened to flow. A little