CIRCUMSTANCES, OH

CIRCUMSTANCES, OH

A Poem by kublakhan27
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02 06 14

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Circumstances, oh
how they bludgeon me like nails
to a bed of poisoned taffy
and the torture it entails

Holy water I would swear
is in her sweat, it pools and falls
drop by drop on my recessed
identity till reason calls

Absolution, oh
how I crave it in this state
of hypothetical hand washings
and the touches they sedate

Enlightenment will not strike twice
and can't be bottled, for she's shattered
all the bottles I was hiding
for a bender on what mattered

So I'm sobered and deprived
of all aplomb; it paints the drain
of days I count with scratches on the wall
between me and her comfort's reign

© 2014 kublakhan27


Author's Note

kublakhan27
A rare instance in which I said 'whatever, just write.'

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I gotta tell you... you are one amazing free-form writer!

This struck a nerve... I felt the impending spiral of alcoholism...
the disappointment of disappointing... the shame...the torture of cravings....
It can ruin you... It can ruin lives....It can ruin your integrity, and sense of self....

I am very familiar with this theme (not of my own turmoil, but from another)...
It's painful, nevertheless....

Well penned, my sweet!... you always keep my mind and heart reeling!~xoxo~

Posted 10 Years Ago


1 of 1 people found this review constructive.

kublakhan27

10 Years Ago

Thanks so much Robbie :) I wasn't sure how this one was going to pan out cuz I didn't ponder over it.. read more
Robbie~xoxo~

10 Years Ago

It means the world to me too... you did not bring me pain... but acknowledgement, for those who stil.. read more



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Brilliant poem! Alcoholism is definitely a very serious issue, and it takes very strong and determined souls to fight it! Wonderfully written!

Posted 10 Years Ago


1 of 1 people found this review constructive.

kublakhan27

10 Years Ago

So glad you enjoyed it, thanks very much :)
You had me from the very first verse -- the imagery of a poisoned bed of taffy will stay with me for sometime. Great poem about the tragic disease of alcoholism with which I am very familiar - alcoholic father and two brothers.

Posted 10 Years Ago


1 of 1 people found this review constructive.

kublakhan27

10 Years Ago

I'm genuinely sorry to hear that...I seem to have spoken to people of a similar plight with this one.. read more
So I'm sobered and deprived
of all aplomb; it paints the drain
of days I count with scratches on the wall
between me and her comfort's reign

Having lived with an alcoholic for years...your poem hit home for me - the last verse reminding me of the pain and torture of attempting sobriety.
Brilliant writing my friend..absolutely brilliant.
:) Julie


Posted 10 Years Ago


1 of 1 people found this review constructive.

kublakhan27

10 Years Ago

So sorry to hear that Julie, but I'm glad you could relate...and thanks so much for the kind words :.. read more
If this is just free-flowing thoughts... I am blown away! Especially intrigued by circumstances that "bed of poisoned taffy ..." So sweet, so enticing... so destructive...

Posted 10 Years Ago


1 of 1 people found this review constructive.

kublakhan27

10 Years Ago

Thanks so much Rita :)
I gotta tell you... you are one amazing free-form writer!

This struck a nerve... I felt the impending spiral of alcoholism...
the disappointment of disappointing... the shame...the torture of cravings....
It can ruin you... It can ruin lives....It can ruin your integrity, and sense of self....

I am very familiar with this theme (not of my own turmoil, but from another)...
It's painful, nevertheless....

Well penned, my sweet!... you always keep my mind and heart reeling!~xoxo~

Posted 10 Years Ago


1 of 1 people found this review constructive.

kublakhan27

10 Years Ago

Thanks so much Robbie :) I wasn't sure how this one was going to pan out cuz I didn't ponder over it.. read more
Robbie~xoxo~

10 Years Ago

It means the world to me too... you did not bring me pain... but acknowledgement, for those who stil.. read more
fine piece,

Enlightenment will not strike twice
and can't be bottled, for she's shattered
all the bottles I was hiding
for a bender on what mattered

great job once again


Posted 10 Years Ago


1 of 1 people found this review constructive.

kublakhan27

10 Years Ago

Many thanks Low-Lee
Great stuff man, I really like how it flows, it took me a strange ride too

Posted 10 Years Ago


1 of 1 people found this review constructive.

kublakhan27

10 Years Ago

Glad you enjoyed it Luke, many thanks.
Oh my, this is a beautiful poem! I loved it, the imagery is so, so vivid and real. I can really picture everything here. Well done, sweetie.

Posted 10 Years Ago


1 of 1 people found this review constructive.

kublakhan27

10 Years Ago

Thanks so much Kylie :)
Steve, still walking the spiral staircase of your poetry. You take me to new heights eacn and every time I read your work. My head spins as I traverse the twisting and winding of my foot hold, hanging on to the railing never seeming to reach the top. You my friend are a true artist. Very nicely done.

Posted 10 Years Ago


1 of 1 people found this review constructive.

kublakhan27

10 Years Ago

Thanks so much Jack, your support truly means the world.
Pfft and pssh Benji, just a little something you said, and now 'whatever'....genius can't be harnessed, your whatever is pure brilliance. The imagery here is off the charts, not sure if you're talking about your mistress or those boozy spirits there, either way they have the same effect perhaps! Absolution and holy water, I almost genuflected when I got to the sober'd finish. You always paint a Dali with your words, mesmerizing as always, like being in an enlightened trance......you're too much my sweet friend! ;-) xo

100 hypothetical hand washing's in holy water.............

Posted 10 Years Ago


1 of 1 people found this review constructive.

Frieda P

10 Years Ago

As I said pfft, and that's coming from Mrs R, so you know she means business...'nothing special', yo.. read more
kublakhan27

10 Years Ago

Haha I do know she means business...there must be a part of me that enjoys the scoldings ;) xo
Frieda P

10 Years Ago

Hahahaaha, that's a whole other poem Benji ;-)

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