A YEAR TO THE DAYA Poem by kublakhan2703 26 13
The fate of an appointment
ridiculed and resented may curl up like a somersault in my conscience on the day I enter the prescription scented cradle of your exit a year before My Hippocrene vigil of two weeks halted on day fifteen by my mother insistent on a sleep in my own sheets You were halted by the cancer on night fifteen Did you know somehow behind the long-glazed-over eyes I was sent home? You who so openly expressed your concern for the frailty of my emotions on so many days of living when we all took our senses for granted The fate of an appointment with a whirr-lunged machine introducing itself through an emissary with a shot of dye for my vein to illuminate the eggshell castle of my brain A shot of dye on a year to the day The fate of an appointment hated on sight may paint the conscience of your expiration with a kind of consolation The consolation like a silver medal in the sour valley of an athlete's defeated chest? I was borne into the world of a goaltender I would come to populate the same world and go on to caretake it one year ago to the day That kind of consolation? Or the kind of consolation that hugs a casualty of a living lost? We never did train ourselves adequately in the anti-wrestle of embrace You were that kind of father I was that kind of son It was that kind of love It fed a kind of context to the frayed moisture-abandoned fingertips I took into my own when my mother saw me back and left the room to me for a moment with the final proof of your presence That was when I found a whim in your frozen look We never really close our eyes do we Sight fuels awareness and darkness siphons all it can leaving speculation to hang in our doorless halls of perception And in the dark bides sleep the tenacious bio-colonist courting open eyes like crown jewels on display making off with sight as we grapple with its army of dreams and their propaganda logic And sight emerges from the night field wary and mistrustful of the body But as the masses of the past were not to question the divine we are not to question the biological We rally for our sight and are moral victors in the end on our deathbeds with our open eyes marbleized Only for an emissary's meddling fingers to shut them down leaving us in the dark colonized once and for all I rested my left temple on your silent chest and superimposed my adulthood into tales non-retainable in infancy when my cranially-modest head slumbered in your arms as my grandparents' rocking chair swayed us through the hockey game © 2013 kublakhan27Author's Note
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StatsAuthorkublakhan27Nova Scotia, CanadaAboutMy first book is out! Any comments that anyone may have to offer regarding my work would be deeply appreciated, as I'm yet to get a review. www.amazon.com/Waltz-Around-Swirls-Steven-Fortune/dp.. more..Writing
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