Attempted Suicide

I have attempted suicide twice in my 20 short years of life. Once by trying to cut my wrist the other I almost ran in front of a car. The most recent time was on the day of my 20th birthday sadly. I just had enough of everything. Wanted to end my life. It seemed like death would be so much easier. Alot of people say 20 years is not a long time well it is for me.

There are certain things that you never will forget in your life and this is one of them. WHen you try suicide you never forget and in my mind the people aroudn you never forget either.. I guess if you want to hurt your friends and family if you have any that is suicide is the way to go. But as I was reminded though none of my friends are actually close to me they still care even if they live hours and hours away.

Think about how selfish it would be to kill yourself and how your friends would feel..

Doesn't mean I don't think of it every day of my life but I have not tried again as of today..

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Author's Note

This is my true feelings on things..