RIP

A poem dedicated to those I lost

For those I lost and miss dearly
I wish I had been there ,
just to see you once to say my goodbyes
Not just from a far but in person.
I now can’t ever feel whole
A part will be missing forever and ever.
I can’t let go
I don’t know how.

I feel like I failed in so many ways,
It’s tearing me up inside.
I’ll never get to now meet you mom
You are forever gone ,
My one regret I never laid eyes on you,
Never got to hug you ,
Or tell you what you meant to me.

The chance is now upon me to be happy and start a new,
What if I just don’t know how without you
The part you filled is now empty.
The hurt and sadness is overwhelming.

You might not have raised me,
but you were my blood my mom.
Despite giving me up,
I know you cared loved me
just like your other children.
I was yours and always was
Yet I couldn’t be there ,
none of us your children could be for your last moment.

You will be missed in so many ways
I only wish I had been there for you,
I always wanted to meet you
Just was always scared.
Now your gone
The chance has left,
A void will never be filled in me.

I loved you mom more
than I can ever say,
I hope you know that.
I hope you Rest In Peace with your mom
Wherever you might be now.
I’ll never forget you either of you

Reviews

[John the Baptist]

Blessed are they that mourn, for they shall be comforted.