Final sunset

As the day comes to an end,

I hear my thoughts coming to an end.

The voices screaming in my head,

shouting at me that I don't belong

that its my time to go.

That I shouldn't have even lived so long,

Nobody cares,

Nobody wants me.

Lies maybe,

to you but not to me.

All I want to see,

is my last sunset. 

My last day,

can't it even be worth it?

I hear screaming in my head,

the past will never leave me.

I see what others probably don't.

I no longer,

wish to see another sunset.

I no longer

wish to live another day.

I just want everything over and done.

I don't want to survive this way,

the pain isn't worth it.

Seeing what I do,

isn't worth it.

All it is death,

calling my name.

One last sunset,

one last night!

Author's Note

If you want to know how I feel ask I might or might not answer!