Final Decision

I've made my mind up,
I have never believed that I really belonged anyway,
Why should I try,
When others give up everything that they are?
When you decide whether,
Or not to live,
What goes through your mind?
What makes your choice?
How much have you lost?
How much have you ever loved?
When you really think about it,
You no longer see yourself in the moment,
Because you have no time left in the world really.
You put on a good act for everyone else around you,
Nobody really really knows what is going on with you.
All they see is what you want them to.
You don't show the pain you are in.
Nobody can help,
Nobody really cares is what you feel.
So what is wrong with your choice.