Goodbye

Dear whoever,
Tonight shall be the last night,
I feel so much pain,
not only physical but any pain at all.
I truly don't deserve anyone,
as I truly don't fit in anywhere.
So many thoughts run through my head,
I feel like I failed every person I have met.
I never really had a chance,
in this world.
It seems to just evade me,
why am I even alive?
Attempt after attempt
I find myself just failing to die.
Feeling like nobody can honestly understand me,
having so many people ask me time after time,
why I do what I do.
I guess in some ways could say that this may be good bye.
But knowing that I shall probably fail again,
why try to explain myself.
My reasons are my own,
help seems to be beyond me anymore.
I am done trying to explain myself,
when so few actually listen..

Reviews

[Adam Adams]

strong. perfect. impulsive. very pragmatic & absolutely, a very staggering piece you come to bleed in. may be, it's all the reality of today's youth, & their love-issues have you liberally penned down. too many lines're seemed to be one of my fav... like:

"I feel like I failed every person I have met."

here you sayin' being done with every piece of s**t you believe in love cos, love's prolly the same that comes, & goes, but its infatuation certainly variate 'upon hearts', which further wake up all up overnight. very deep and piercing work here!

"Feeling like nobody can honestly understand me"

yes, neither the love can be understood nor poor people can understand people. realistic here! looking forward to reading your work!

[Dr. YumnaKay]

This feels so relatable to me.. That feeling of being unworthy and insignificant is something way to intolerable.. This is a really nice read...