Story of My Life

A little girl of age 5,

abused an hurt,

by someone who is supposed to love her and care for her,

but obviously doesn't.

The thoughts start,

thoughts of wanting to disappear,

of not wanting to be alive.

The little girl wonders,

if anyone actually cares about her.

At such a young age,

the pain has already began.

She doesn't know what to do,

so she goes to her room,

locks the door and cries herself to sleep.

Little girl of age 10,

so alone in the world,

so sick of getting hurt and abused by people who are supposed to care about her.

She turns to pain to survive,

she's so young,

but the thoughts belong to her and her alone.

Thoughts of wishing she was never born,

of wishing she could just die.

Thoughts of knowing she doesn't belong.

She turns to pain,

to calm herself instead of tears.

She turns to a knife,

runs it down her arms and legs,

letting the blood run down her.

Reviews

[Pete]

Very honest & deep. I feel your pain throughout this. This isn't your life - it's just one unfortunate part of it. You will have a bright future despite how you feel now. Stay strong.