Rant

I want somebody to understand me,

but I'm so tired of explaining myself to others,

so tired of having them not listen,

tired of having them not understand.

Yes I have problems,

lots of them.

I have addictions,

try to follow me here.

I have nightmares,

I hear voices in my head.

I have bad days,

very many of them.

I try to be positive,

but it doesn't happen.

I feel like running from everything and everybody,

but where would I go?

I want one person to read this,

say they understand,

and actually understand.

But I doubt that will happen,

so what I'm writing has no meaning probably.

Probably just mumbling to myself,

not making much or any sense to anyone but myself.

If you ask me questions,

I will answer,

or atleast try to.

SO after reading this,

feel free to messege me with questions.

THough if you read some of my other writing,

it will probably be answered.

Reviews

[Chris]

It always seems we want sooooo much
when its really just about being heard.
Seems our lives are so insignificant
that they're missed if you even ...blink.

We make choices - when we can
as we can ...sometimes it as IF we can -
though even I know we can't ...ya know?

Cutting is catching YOUR breath
it's remembering how to feel
its making your own choice - each time.
It's MY voice.

Hey you ... hi
you don't have to be quiet -
unless YOU want to.
I walked - literally
all over the world.
Seen some things,
done ...some things.
Lot of seawalls at 3 AM,
porch steps, cold fire pits,
curbs ...dirt paths.
You were heard...

Chris

[Sami Khalil]

A good rant...Thank you for sharing...:)