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Little child running in circles,

waiting for her time to come.

She sits and waits for death to take her,

as she bleeds and bleeds.

She's only 10,

but what does that matter?

She feels left out,

like nobody cares.

She wants to run away,

but she has no place to go.

No friend to turn to,

no family who cares.

So she turns to the one thing she can,

her blade,

she runs it down her arm.

She lets herself cry,

in the space of her own room.

Afraid if anyone hears,

she'll get hurt.

Little girl of 16,

still living in that place of pain.

Still has no friends to turn to,

she wants to run away.

Still she has no place to go to.

No family to turn to,

no job for money.

Nobody knows what goes on in that house,

what she has to put up with on a daily basis.

So much hurt,

so much pain,

 for one little girl to handle.

Again she turns to the one friend she has,

her knife.

She runs it down her arm,

in hopes it will solve her problems, 

she lets herself bleed before figuring out,

it's not worth it to die.

She just want's to feel alive,

to feel like she belongs.

Girl of 22,

so much pain in her life,

she's tired of life.

She turns back to her old friend,

her blade 

and thinks to herself,

is it worth it to do it.

Is it my time to die?

She runs it down her arms yet again,

it hopes that it will be her last time.

But she hesitates thinking to herself,

so many people will be hurt,

but I"m already hurt. 

She wants to run from all the problems in her life,

but she has no place to go.

Except now she has friends, 

just a few,

but still they are friends,

somebody who actually cares? 
She's never had that before.

The little girl of 10 is still deep within her,

as is the girl of 16 

but she is now 22.