Regrets, sins and everlasting agony

You're like a smoke in my lungs,
spreading cancer deep within my chest,
the sweetest pain tearing body
and soul apart,
an uninvited guest....

If i could only wish it all away,
the poison kiss and grasping breath,
that passionate and cold
touch of death,
pain and tears and salty lament....

Turning back clock
impossible it seems,
and so every impiety
impossible to redeem,
is forevermore
bound to my dreams...