Here

Here I sit among my kits
Trying to write the next scene of
my life's script.
Arriving on a cusp-
actually a few-
Wondering if I'm going to fall backwards
Or
forwards into what's new.

Feeling askew,
but closer to
You-
The self within
that's been yearning to
win
or at least just stop
the spin.

I'm never ready
but I'm always here
And if I'm here,
I'm ready.