depressed

I wrote my feelings

This girl is done with life,

She wishes something bad will happen to her,

All she does is apparently hurts everyone,

Her family,

Friends,

And peers,

She always thinks everyone  will be better off without her,

Some people say it's a lie,

but she doesn't believe them,

because some of the people who has said that is a lie,

Went behind her back,

She contently thinks of the past,

Her real dad leaving her when she was just born,

Her step-father abusing her,

How in 2012 she started to cut,

How in 2014 she to kill herself,

Blaming herself for everyone who left or who has passed on,

She thinks about a quote,

"you can't spell ugly without u",

She wants to think positive,

But she thinks negative,

She has fucked up her whole life,

And she just realized it,

She has given up on life.

Reviews

[Laura Lynn]

You have the humility to see things like this about the self than that is happy enough, at least you are writing about it

[Solitary_Streets]

Good piece of art, the realization and emotion is right there and I can feel you, what you're about and what you're saying. Good strong voice