giving up

i wrote this just last month

Why am I even here,

Apparently all I do is,

Hurt everyone,

I might as while leave,

for good,

But wait,

I'm so f*****g confused,

My siblings say,

"I wish I was the only child",

or something on those lines,

I have given up on life,

It's to difficult,

To complicated,

Not worth it,

Seen a quote,

Enjoy the little things,

Ha ha ha,

Nope won't happen,

Found  friendship,

A positive one,

One that won't go behind my back,

And I can't go to the house,

I always feel like,

My family never wants me here,

I hurt them,

They hurt me,

I get depressed,

Then I just give up,

So all i got to say is,

I f*****g give up on life.