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torn between want and need
perplexed by inhibitons
irrtated by insecurities.

starting here,
everything I do is purposeful
everything I say has meaning
everything I visualize is reality.

Love and all its exhausting pleasures
is now...
A figment.
No longer a fixation
an infatuation
a need.
but a fantasy for children to enjoy.

Fear.
Understanding the differnce.
Afraid of myself.
The titles burned into my hyde.
Unremoved.

Lesbianism.
Embrased,the theory of same sex.
Love based on genetailia.
Combined.
I fear myself.
the thought of being alone.
heterosexuality would've made me more appealing to the lesbians.
Complexity.

Starting here,
everything I do is purposeful
everything I say has meaning
everything I visualize is reality

so with purpose and meaning
I denounce love
and proclaim is as no longer apart of my reality.

 

 

 

 

Reviews

[Kat Williams]

bravo..bra fuking O!! Awesome write..defining who u are and what love is at the same time.
This line...well u know I know..lmao

heterosexuality would've made me more appealing to the lesbians.
Complexity

But what was powerful to me was...

Starting here...

I could just see you standing at a mike delivering that with force and conviction...