Off the top of the head

Just words coming out of me I guess just off the top of the head

A million miles an hour top speed. Faster and faster my heart beats, head thinks over and over and over r u kidding me ? Is this a dream ??? Nope reality sets.. I swear it's perplexed to even reach the next.. Sometimes I run out of breath until I got nothing left...you stole my heart damn that's robbery and theft.. Down 1..2..3.. I need a ref.. Who r u ? My names jeffff I visualize with my two eyes more then u realize what's this disguise ?? Who are u ? Who am I ?? Idk a surprise .. It's life we fall and we rise ...for a short amount of time..I'm trapped inside my mind.. Live for the moment there's only so much time .. Cause we were meant to do more than just pay bills and die