here where the night begins i pull open the shades hanging on to every shred of daylight and i've been up so long i've started to see ghosts in the windows
inside this moment i have no desire to think about the past when the future owns me and the next time i will be free will be when i can feel i can feel the sun in my eyes again
i knock off another day and i count the days left trying to survive when the hours do their best to defeat me someone send me a sign of a time that doesn't have a jester in charge