Could not
collapse I want a drink I want the foolish lick of vodka and orange juice
I awoke after a smather'd pasted falling down (drunken)
I want to slip slide somewhere west and east and not be here but
rise from sleep
I wish to find myself not here when I awake.
alive in the window
the wretched mind will not take me (however)
"the boredom is everywhere mr bones"
the morning will come I am afear'd sir
we must let poor faded curtain-light pronounce
and try to forgive the world-weary dear boy.
haven't you enough to do without the guilt?