Stuck on Stupid

Explode
My thoughts crumble on the concrete
We sit there as if nothing happened
And this was the 1st time our eyes would meet; only hours ago
Caught up in adulteress passion, the night was our blanket as we would creep
Not thinking of the spouses that still lay sleep
Over 1000 miles away from our homes
Just to make sure his kids wouldn’t hear the moans
Family night was postponed

So as our eyes met for the “1st time” in recorded history
His wife notices “do you know her”, although pleasant
He prepares to tell his story
I was scared
He shakes his head no while I say yes
His wife’s face hardens as she sticks out her chest
Challengin me, she ain’t the best
His face grew pale as if he was sick
I couldn’t believe that after last night he would deny me, that selfish prick.
I had given him my soul, all that I could give
And all he did was deny our love so I could no longer live…
My heart was broken…. I could no longer live.
Ooooh, I was so hurt it wasn’t even funny
I just wanted to swing my a*s in his face and say, “you ain’t gotta worry bout this, honey”
But I didn’t
I just lowered my head and walked away
And as I lowered my head, a tear fell stray
I wondered why I had been so stupid to think that I was in love
How could I ever think that I was REALLY in love?
I kept on walking thinking about our last kiss
I was just so stuck on stupid because he was still the one I would forever miss.
 

Reviews

[Thug Life]

damn! this sounds fucked up! i know lot of dudes doin this s**t hurr.. then again, so do women, it goes both ways. but anyways, def can feel the anger, hurt in this writin. i like it! "that selfih prick" haha sorry that part made me laugh even if it wasnt sposed to