Desperate BeliefA Poem by Katherine HaizlipI wrote this poem about my ongoing struggle with depression and how that has affected me spiritually. It is meant to be a sort of stream of consciousness type poem.
I desperately believe.
I desperately burn to believe. I desperately burn to believe that I believe. My heart is reaching out and grasping for it, but a tiny voice asks if I have just been foolishly fooled, and only air is gushing through my grip. I want to be comforted...I think. Grief instructs us how to bring beautiful words together into a soothing lotion, but I can feel splinters of glass etch (their?) malice into me, I cannot know if they were hidden within the words, or if their slashing edges were already freckled across my skin, resting softly, never meaning to trespass so terribly. I desperately burn to believe that I believe. I desperately burn to believe. I desperately, burningly, believe. © 2014 Katherine Haizlip |
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