Love no more

For five years, I've stood right here..

Facing my fears & shedding hopeful tears..

Just for the chance to have another chance with you..

I chose to play the fool, not to be fooled..

But fooled I was & lost is where I found myself..

I need help..

I've tried so hard..

But I've had a change of mind, not a change of heart..

I will forever love you but I have to let you go..

I'm honestly giving up..

On the thought of us..

Reconciling what once was..

I know that we've been done & it was me who was holding on..

But not anymore, I can't love you no more..

Even though my love for you will never die..

In a way, I don't want to feel the love no more..

Because it has destroyed me & has made my soul so sore..

I've dragged it thru hell only to not make it back home..

I've searched for answers, I've thought long & hard..

And I feel it's best for me to be alone..

So farewell my dear..

I can no longer stand here..

Goodbye my love..

I love you so much..

But enough is enough..

And I've exceeded how much I can take..

I promise I won't make, this much longer..

I know I'm prolonging but before I go on my own..

I just want to wish, you a long happy life..

With more love than you can stand..

Because I've finally reached my end..

I wish I could feel one last touch but that would make things that much..

Harder..

So farewell, to forever & goodbye, my darling.....