Loving you, pains me

In my left hand lies my wounded heart..

The right holds a gun..

I'm trying to dial 911..

But the blood on my hands prevents me from dialing a number..

I'm shaking & I feel myself going into shock..

I wonder..

If this is it..

I thought the shot would stop the pain but somehow it still beats..

I put the gun down, sit down, grab this bottle & drink to ease the pain..

Watching as my heart, with the whole in it, beats a little faster & a little stronger..

The pain grows & the liquor doesn't seem to work anymore..

So I grab the gun & shoot it again..

But it only intensifies the beat of my heart..

The love it feels, won't die..

Yet it'll continue to cry..

As the blood flows from the wounds..

I yell it's a fool..

Because it doesn't matter how much pain it endures, my heart will forever & only beat for you....