THE TIMIDITY IN ME (part II)

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The 1^st semester ends quickly just like a snap. Then 2^nd semester goes through. As this new chapter opens, I got a lot of opportunities in making my studies grow better. But as I attended to the first day of the classes, I felt somethings’ pulling me down. The subject I had for the semester been all difficult and I bet I won’t be able to have high grades as what I always wanted. As days goes on, I was able to conquer my fear towards having a low grade. I sacrificed my time for the school projects that was been thrown to me. And I got my reward. I made it through the semester. Well, I almost gave up on my College Algebra subject. I hate math, I really do. I don’t know why I am not good in numbers where in fact both of my parents were Math genius. I just hope I am also a Math Wizzard. Once my Algebra Instructor told us, “When you’re good in Math, apparently you are also good in any subject. But not the reverse.” I was exhausted with what he said. Because it seemed so true. But I do overcome the feeling of down-fall after he told us that we can pass the subject as long as we ain’t have a ZERO score. I was pleased as I reviewed my Math Envelope; I don’t have a zero score!! At last, I could breathe. And everything turns into place.

 

     Time runs so quickly, that I just realized, it’s been a 1 school year already since I started to try to conquer my timidity. I really worked so badly for this and I could say that it is worth the sacrifice. For now, I’ll focus on my studies since my ultimate goal is not to disappoint my ever supportive and loving parents. They are my inspiration, my family. And if ever Mr. Cupid tries to hit me with his powerful bow and arrow, I’ll just ignore it and will think on the more positive side.

     As what famous Max Ehrmann said, “there will be greater and lesser persons than yourself”. So I’ll accept for who I am and I’ll strive harder to make myself a better me. I can change, but I won’t push myself too hard. I’ll do it slowly but surely.

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