Moving Mountains

about my boyfriend at the moment. nothing I do is enough for him, and all I do is try and make things better while he destroys it all. Had to vent, cause its really upsetting me recently. a weak peice i know but oh well.

There has never been so much to say

In such little time

There has never been such a place

Unfilled by you and your charm

And no matter where you are, no matter where I might be

Its your voice I want to hear, your body I want to call me

I just miss you so, when you're not here

Dont lie and say you feel the same, cause your love is anything but clear

 

And I have never felt so alone, whilst giving my all to someone else

I have never felt, so lost 
When you should be there to help oh

 

When I'm feeling low, insecure and upset

You never seem to care

When you make me cry, when I try to say goodbye

Its like theres nothing left

Of us, of trust, just the history we share

I'm trying baby, I'm trying my best

But its like moving mountains

And I need a rest

 

I believe in second chances, and heaven knows you've had five of those,

I believe that I could help you grow

I don't wanna leave you baby, I don't wanna hear you say that you hate me

I don't wanna see you cry, I don't wanna shed any tears from my eyes

But you make it so hard to stay

I just keep clinging on, hoping to make things better

Pushing and pulling, stretching and changing

Making myself, something you'd be proud to call yours

Breaking myself, trying to dodge your bullets of war

 

I have never given so much, and received so little back

I have never broke my back with someone elses flack

I have never, ever defended someone as much as you

What do you do in return, except cause me hurt, oh

 

When I'm feeling low, insecure and upset

You never seem to care

When you make me cry, I just think I gotta say goodbye

Cause baby, theres just nothing left

Of us, of trust, just the history we share

I'm trying to hold us together baby, I'm trying my best

But its just like moving mountains

(I can't keep moving this mountain)

Cause baby I need a rest

Reviews

[Greg Skura]

Very real and sad to give your love and have nothing in return, as for most in life we have to be true to ourselves regardless of acceptance or not. Hope you found your peace within!!!

[Spilled Her Guts in Cur..]

I get the feeling you really needed to get this all out of you and somewhere tangible.

Mountins aren't supposed to move for a reason