If I Ever Start To Think Straight This Heart Will Start A Riot Within Me

For so long I had waited for you to be mine,

Flitting in one disaster to the next.

You never saw me that way,

At least thats what you said.

 

Suddenly my prince flew in,

And he engulfed my mind in flames.

Everything was paradisal.....

till you called my name again.

 

And in those blue eyes I saw something,

Unreal and out of place.

I clung to the hope it was just,

An entirely friendly face.

 

Because to you that was all I ever was,

A girl you somehow knew -

And loved, apparently cause,

You looked at me through rose-tinted view.

 

And as my prince went running,

After someone elses dream,

You looked at me whilst strolling,

Into my isolated beam.

 

As my heart jumped, all a-flutter

My chest cavity opening beyond edens barriers,

My price charming chose to show himself to the land of red and gold

And take with him his mighty steed.

 

He was away for quite some time,

And I perished the thought of him coming back to what we used to be.

You however stuck by,

And by god you tempted me.

 

All those little moments,

We shared in your guilty prime,

Nothing to be classed as illicit,

Till that instant which for me will linger for all time.

 

I felt the heat as soon as we started,

To play that silly childrens game,

Just us three, hearted by the same friendly adoration,

The only difference being, someone had to me a claim.

 

And you were not entirely happy, you asked if it was necessary to,

Show you were not a coward, since you already knew,

I grinned whilst my cells screamed, you're going way too far,

You sighed and leaned across me, your lips playing music sweeter than any guitar

 

And after these months I'm broken, and weary because of you,

But dear I'd sacrifice it all just, to keep myself on you like an inside tattoo,

I conquered the unattainable, I made everyone see,

That no boy is ever impossible, for a screwed up girl like me.

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I really liked this one, love the title by the way :] that song's so great, have you ever heard their song called 'My Heart'? Coz that song is amazing, but yeah...Back your poem, I loved it, you always use such excellent imagery Kirsty dearest :] So great, as always, I never expect any less from your poetry coz you always seem to out do yourself with your words and your imagination and the way you just always describe things in such a captivating manner and get the reader so very interested, I'm glad I know you coz it makes it easier for me to decipher your poems Lol :]]

Love you always hun, miss you looooads!

Nai.