I May Not Be In Your Mind But You'll Always Be In My Dreams

this isnt from personal experience, I just talking to a friend who had her boyfriend betray her and my weird mind started thinking how would I feel if he betrayed me? so I wrote it down and put in little memories ^-^

Dont even look into my eyes

Because every time you do I fall a little more

And it hurts a little more

Dont even take my shaking hand

Because every time you do my body yearns a little more to be touched

And it hurts a little more

Dont even speak intimately like I'm the only one allowed to hear

Because I know that shes heard your voice a little more than me

And it hurts a little more

Dont even whisper in my ear

Because I dont know where your mouth has been

Tonight

 

And yes I may have thought you were a gentelman

But you went and robbed me of my heart

I may have thought you would take care of me

But you were only true from the start

I would have staked my life upon your loyalty

Giving you the part of me that noone else ever had

Protected you till my dying breath

Knowing you'd follow me into the dark, I had your love secured

And now youve gone and torn that knowledge all apart

 

You gave yourself to her, you kissed her swollen lips

Her hands they carressed your back and rested on your hips

Her neck it felt your butterfly kisses, reserved for only me

You whispered sweet nothings, is she your new one and only?

Here alone, with noone home, and the phone quiet beside me

I cant help, wondering, what did I do wrong?

For your love to flee to anothers arms

With me you should belong

 

Memories they sting like a jellyfishes' ray

Running holding hands in the pouring rain, stopping in alleyways

For a stolen kiss and a secret laugh, your breath hot on my face

Up in my room, the music loud and the moonlight streaming through the windowpane

Your hands running over me so softly, evoking feelings I just can explain

At the end of the night watching you walk away, never knowing I would feel this pain

All the daytimes we would spent together, and all the things that never meant a thing

Come back to haunt my scattered dreams and to these memories my soul clings

 

If I never meant anything, to you

Why would you play me, for a fool?

This betrayal, has broken me

Because in your arms, is where my heart will always be.

 

 

Author's Note

i know the beginnings a bit dodgy, i changed it about three times but in the end i decided to just stick with it.

Reviews

[Secondhand Tink]

-sheds a little tear-

Very good, very emotive, very strong descriptions excellent.

-applauds-

aw! this is too sweet! but very sad! aw!