I QUIT

I'm so sick of trying.

Yeah, you heard me,

I QUIT!

I’m sick of trying;

I’m sick of lying;

My God, I’m so sick of crying.

I know I allowed you

To push me this far,

But I couldn’t just walk out –

You’d forget about me,

And, yes, I would be nothing;

Nothing but another of your w****s.

I QUIT!

I hate this pain;

I hate this constant rain;

God, I hate these fucken red stains.

But yet I stayed.

I waited;

Hoped;

Loved…

And I was betrayed.

I was tainted;

Dropped;

Shoved.

So, I QUIT!

I now walk out the door.

I hope that I don’t want to come back;

I hope that your face

Won’t haunt my dreams;

Hope that your voice

Won’t ring in my ears through the night.

I want nothing to do with you!

I want out!

So, I reiterate:

I QUIT!

I quit you.

I quit life…

 

Copyright©JosieWentzel21August 2008