US!!!

Just some deep things

U don't know how much I wanna come to college everyday. Just to see u! I don't mind coming into college everyday just to see u and your warm lovely smile.
I can't believe college start again tomorrow, after that long holiday that seems like a million years..
Why do I have to finish college this year? Why couldn't I have been in the same year as u? What if I'm still in college? :( all this hurtful questions is just pestering my mind, and I hate it! I just can't seems to get over u no matter what I do :(
GOSH! I've tried and tried to stop this feeling but in vain. Everything just remind me of u. I hope my thoughts and feelings reach u soon :(
Just wanna talk to u:(

Author's Note

notes: this is not really a poem. it's just me writing out some things i feel i should let out.

Pls ignore any grammatical erros
What do u think of it?
Any advice for me?